Only Better

This is what my life is going to look like, only better.

This is what my day is going to look like, only better.

This is what it’s going to feel like, only better.

How do I know?

Because I can already feel it.

That is my ability.

I can feel.

I’ve been trying to stop these feelings my entire life.

Hide them, cover them up, not wanting to notice them.

The feelings are communicating with me.

They are speaking their truth, trying to show me mine.

If only I had been present to their words.

To the freedom they offered me.

If only I had been this or that.

What about now?

What can I do now?

How can I change it?

How can I get better?

How can I heal?

I’m open to feeling.

I’m open to learning.

I’m open to the work, the pain, the gain.

I’m open to a new way of life.

It starts now and at each second thereafter it begins again.

This is what my life is becoming, only better.

This is what my day is going to feel like, only better.

This is what it’s going to feel like, only better.

How do I know?

Because I changed it.

This is my ability.

I can transform, transmute and charge the energies.

I experience feeling.

I’m learning how to work with it.

How it guides me to this place.

The life I wanted, only better.